Cultivation (Abundance)

Why do I insist on
marveling at your
Elegant beauty
is it fate that tempts me?
Do you not see why
I'd rather lay down
in soiled gutters
than deny my
Infatuation
with You
In You
pain seems all
too frivolous
(my dreams enjoy abundance)
your beauty
has become
my own
Personal recollection
I adore you oh so needlessly
Yet
I can never turn away
From it (ever)
Won't someone please
Tell me
How to diminish
this wave-like
Essence
(wish it were possible)
......
Apathy makes love to me now
The dissonance
Helps cultivate
My character
I am in need of
A new plot
yet
I forgot
how it was
This all
Came
Into
Being