Within Her

When I saw her at the end of the hallway I couldn't help but take notice. Her hair shimmered like golden flecks of undying sunlight. Her skin was that of tanned silk.

I watched her loiter for a whiile. Different people approached her and asked many inane questions. A few requested her phone number.

She did not tell them. She would not tell them. More approached her and more attempted to sway her. She shook her head and brushed off their compliments.

No one can ever even hope to possess her. He who tries is always met with laughter and disappointment. I believe she really enjoys turning down every possible suitor. But when I see her, I see the hole within her.

Time Spent

When I found out my ex gf got married I felt regret and then got all down on myself for a while. Then when I found out she had her first child I slipped into a deeper melancholic state. Eventually I got tired of thinking about her and moved to a new city where I began a new job and met new people and got involved with music and art. I'll never be able to stop thinking about her but at least now whenever I do... I can smile and appreciate the time we spent together.

Cultivation (Abundance)

Why do I insist on
marveling at your
Elegant beauty
is it fate that tempts me?
Do you not see why
I'd rather lay down
in soiled gutters
than deny my
Infatuation
with You
In You
pain seems all
too frivolous
(my dreams enjoy abundance)
your beauty
has become
my own
Personal recollection
I adore you oh so needlessly
Yet
I can never turn away
From it (ever)
Won't someone please
Tell me
How to diminish
this wave-like
Essence
(wish it were possible)
......
Apathy makes love to me now
The dissonance
Helps cultivate
My character
I am in need of
A new plot
yet
I forgot
how it was
This all
Came
Into
Being